On that topic... Newgrounds is not exactly a place that's ideal for crying for help when you're considering ending it all - but some users do. Our community does not exactly consist of professionals trained to help in situations like these.
So, please consider adding the following link to your bookmarks. Even if you'll never need it yourself, you might find it useful when you see/meet others who seem to be in need of it.
International Suicide Hotlines:
https://blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines/
Ceejaythe630th
Too bad!
Sadihivoch
oh no