FUCK. It's that feeling again!! The envy the jealousy, FUUCK!! I feel pain in my chest that I want to do something about but can't! GRAAAAAAA!!!

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What do I do to stop being like that? It always happens. I don't even take art seriously, I don't(probably won't) take any commissions, I don't have a patreon, it's not even planed to be the thing I'll make money out of. It's just a silly hobby. Why do my brain feel the need to cry about it. PPLS STOP