I tried so many art programs, it's insane

from Photoshop to Ibis. But there's 1 thing I can't try out. THE PROCREATE. AAA. And I want to try draw there so much! But FUCK Ipads are expensive. I don't think it's going to worth it.

What do you think? I won't do it anyway so don't try to convince me （︶^︶）