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FUCK. It's that feeling again!! The envy the jealousy, FUUCK!! I feel pain in my chest that I want to do something about but can't! GRAAAAAAA!!!

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What do I do to stop being like that? It always happens. I don't even take art seriously, I don't(probably won't) take any commissions, I don't have a patreon, it's not even planed to be the thing I'll make money out of. It's just a silly hobby. Why do my brain feel the need to cry about it. PPLS STOP

No one told what happens to neutron stars after a long time. A lot of videos were talking about the "killnova" but it requires 2 neutrons stars. But how the lonely ones die? They probably cool down how every star do, but that answer didn't satisfy my curiosity. So I started my little "research". There was a lot interesting stuff about them like the different types (pulsar, magnetar) butT that's not what I wanted. Finally giving up I asked GPT.

So according to it neutron stars do cool down after a shit lot of time and become black dwarfs.

(it's only theoretical atm)

I still don't believe him tho (¬_¬")

(is there any nuclear fusion going on in the neutron star? Or is the smashing the living shit out of the atoms counts as one? I'm a little confused... still don't believe it tho

We for SURE know how the FCKIN black holes decay (through the hawking radiation) but we can't 100% confirm what happens to the "black hole that disappoint their parents" (aka neutron stars)? DAMN THAT'S DEEP)

I love astronomy so much

I can listen for hours about some random ass exoplanet named "li-ma 6A11S" that apparently have rains made of pure glass.

so cool =)

I look at the artists discovering Blender, and makin sick models and animations. And I like: wow that so cool I need to learn this too ^ ^

And after that I remember that I have an exam on my ass and cry

T^T

My past art is so terrible, how could I even think that they were good?! And how did I improved so fast? I'm confused

hopefully I didn't post it anywhere =D

How to make an original looking protogen oc? Is it even possible, or they'll always look like a knock offs of each other?

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anyway I've got the idea. Make the protogen look like Sonic character. Might look cool. I'm not really good at drawing furries and sonic characters so I'll share this idea here I guess